I trust in You, Jesus.

I trust in You, Jesus.
I had not understood the promise, I had not understood the revelation.
The Lord never said it would be the fruit of my work,
but always said it would be the fruit of who I am:
of how I have faith, of how I have obedience, of how I have commitment to You.

The time had not come — not because I was working wrongly,
but because I was not yet the one I had to be
to receive the blessings in my hands.

Today I see, Lord: everything is in Your hands.
The Lord chose me in an ocean of billions,
revealed so much to me and entrusted me with responsibilities greater
than I could have imagined living.

The time had not come not because of any lack in the Lord’s ability
to deliver what He promised me,
but because I was not yet prepared,
I did not yet have the right perception of things.

The Lord chose me, but was waiting for the day when I would choose Him as well.
Nothing will be able to take from me what is mine,
for what is mine was given to me through You.

I am blessed — infinitely blessed —
but not by loves, riches, or purposes,
but by having Jesus Christ.

Jesus has chosen you too.
He is only waiting for the day when you will choose Him as well.