It is impossible to deny that it is the work of divine goodwill

Lord, Father, it is impossible to deny that this is the work of divine goodwill in my life. I feel special with everything that is happening to me; I do not want to become arrogant, I do not want my pride to grow. I want to understand why, I want to understand how I can interpret this with less vanity. It is impossible to deny how much You have been guiding me, using means I would never imagine I deserve, messages so specific and directed to me. But why me? I try not to feel unique, I try not to feel special, but just thinking about how I am being honored by deserving such clear guidance through the means by which it comes, I feel extremely honored. I do not feel that I deserve this; I do not understand why I deserve this.