What truly mattered all this time was not how hard I was striving, but how I was on the inside. I needed alignment of expectations, of focus, of perspective, in order to respect my limits, respect my timing, and respect my capacities.
Living in alignment is about letting go of the need to have control. Not forcing, not trying to “make things happen.” Simply acting with the peace that today you did what you had to do, regardless of the results.
When you seek God above all things and act on what He has for you, without the weight of expectations, without the weight of control, He will give you everything and you will have the peace to receive it at the right time.
Fragments of an awakened soul 