Do not be afraid. I have overcome the world. Even if a thousand fall at your left and ten thousand at your right, you will not fall. I am your shepherd, and you shall not lack. Remain in Me, and under My shadow you will rest. Give your burden to Me and follow Me. Trust in Me, for no one has ascended into heaven except the One who descended from heaven.
What truly mattered all this time was not how hard I was striving, but how I was on the inside. I needed alignment of expectations, of focus, of perspective, in order to respect my limits, respect my timing, and respect my capacities.
Living in alignment is about letting go of the need to have control. Not forcing, not trying to “make things happen.” Simply acting with the peace that today you did what you had to do, regardless of the results.
When you seek God above all things and act on what He has for you, without the weight of expectations, without the weight of control, He will give you everything and you will have the peace to receive it at the right time.
It was always God. I tried everything, chased the wind, sought what the world taught me to seek and only obtained suffering, pain, frustration—a terrible and unbearable anguish. An urge to seek, an urge to have, an urge to achieve “success.” I inflicted this pain upon myself. I thought that if I worked harder, tried harder, studied more, persisted more intensely and never gave up, I would succeed. Yet I only hurt myself, placing a burden on my heart that was not mine to carry. No matter how much I exerted myself and sacrificed my peace, I could not force anything to happen. I realized that I do not have control over things. And God would never require that of me.
It was always God who sustained me, always God who held me, always God who nourished me. I do not control the outcome of things; He controls it—He alone. It was always God; I need to allow God to do His part, and I to do mine.
I can only express what is in my heart. I can only express what is within me. I can only express the thoughts that pass through my mind. There is nothing I want to think about except the love of God. I want to transform my perspective. I want to see life with different eyes. I want to see the love of God in all things. I know that the love of God is already within me; I only need to find it.
I pray for peace—not for the illusion of peace, but for true peace. May all organizations of evil perish, and may only those that truly have genuine intentions to transform the world for the better remain. I pray that the great leaders of the world receive divine wisdom, so that they may make decisions with utmost responsibility, integrity, and compassion for others and for the world.
Strengthen me, Lord, in faith; may prayer be my shield, may Your grace be my nourishment, may Your mercy be my redemption. Transform my heart, heal it from haste, from comparison, from desire, from expectation, and from all suffering. Bring me the peace that is born from Your presence; remove from me the burdens that weigh upon my heart. Close my eyes to envy, to comparison, to what does not suit me. Refine my heart in this way, Jesus. Help me in this process; I know that I need You. Without You, I do not know where I would be; You are my light. Without Your presence, I would be even more lost in the darkness.
The coming years will be the most difficult times that humanity will have to endure. Pain, despair, fear, sadness, emptiness, lack of meaning, doubt, suffering will be so great that many will not withstand it. It is not punishment; it is purification. After the night comes the day; after winter comes spring; after the rain, the rainbow.
I know it may be very difficult for you to go through everything that is happening. But the new world is closer than we imagine. Christ will reign through our hearts, transforming our attitudes, our institutions, our governments, our systems, and He will make all things new.
Endure with faith, for all pain will pass, the days will be better, and Christ will renew your heart. Trust in the promise and do not allow fear to dwell within you; above all, fight fear with love—the love that is born from faith in Christ and in His promise.
“No sheep that My Father has entrusted to Me will be lost.”
“All that the Father gives Me will come to Me; and the one who comes to Me I will by no means cast out.”
Father, I implore You and ask You, in Your name, transform this world. Make this world a stage that exemplifies Your divine love. Bring peace, bring justice, heal hearts. Transform this world through love; descend and reveal Yourself to all those hearts that thirst for You. Grant wisdom so that they may seek the true truth. Free us from all oppression. Above all, let Your will be done and not mine. Do what will lead us to the greater good.
Jesus wants us to free ourselves from matter; He wants us not to worry about earthly things, but to care for the things of God. He wants us to focus our lives on the things of God and not be troubled by the things of the flesh. He wants us to see life from the eternal perspective of the spirit—the constant existence that is independent of circumstances, independent of matter, independent of everything. He wants us to set our hearts on God, because from God comes all love. He wants us to nourish ourselves with wisdom, with love, with chastity, with purity in our souls. For it is there that we find true life.
Jesus came to teach us all of this, so that we may live fully in the purpose of God. Filled with fullness, we will find divine love and rejoice in ultimate happiness.
God did everything in my life. God shaped me into who I am today. He freed me from distractions, allowed me to feel pains that, without them, I would not have opened my eyes to Him; He showed me my true purpose—what would truly ignite the flame of my heart, what would give meaning to my temporary stay on Earth.
There is no way for me to thank Him for having transformed my life. For every second I live this life of purpose is an indescribable blessing. He gave me freedom, but He also gave me a reason to live. My purpose has become to honor Him publicly without ceasing, so that this may serve as an encouragement for some soul to open itself and live the same transformation that I lived after coming to know Him.
Fragments of an awakened soul 