Fragments of an awakened soul

My mission is a cog in something much greater; my work is just one piece. I will need people who align with me so that I can allow the mechanism to keep moving. I am the treasurer, but I will need a team focused on building institutions. Each person has an important and inalienable role in this great machine full of gears that is the mission of Christ. Today I understand why the spiritual realm has been so intent on giving me such strong signs to guide me along the right path. I am not special—I am just a cog in a great machine that has to move, and that machine truly is very important. The mission is special, the mission is divine, the mission is important: the planetary transition and the ascension of billions of souls to a new paradigm of existence. We are the workers of the last hour.

My greatest treasure has always been You, Jesus.
You were, are, and always will be my best friend.

You loved me when I did not love You.
You listened to me when I thought I was alone.
You supported me, shaped me, transformed me.
You made a new self bloom within me.

Your plan is the most beautiful.
Today I realize:
I am not here to plan or to understand — I am here to live Your plan.

I was not ready, because I did not yet have You in my heart.
I did not understand how intimate and personal You could be with each one of us.
I thought that only angels accompanied me.

But You, Lord, always loved me deeply,
knew me intimately,
and remained patiently until I understood:

You love me. You love me very much.
And this relationship was never impersonal.
It is personal and intimate, because Your love is true and pure.

I trust in You, Jesus.
I had not understood the promise, I had not understood the revelation.
The Lord never said it would be the fruit of my work,
but always said it would be the fruit of who I am:
of how I have faith, of how I have obedience, of how I have commitment to You.

The time had not come — not because I was working wrongly,
but because I was not yet the one I had to be
to receive the blessings in my hands.

Today I see, Lord: everything is in Your hands.
The Lord chose me in an ocean of billions,
revealed so much to me and entrusted me with responsibilities greater
than I could have imagined living.

The time had not come not because of any lack in the Lord’s ability
to deliver what He promised me,
but because I was not yet prepared,
I did not yet have the right perception of things.

The Lord chose me, but was waiting for the day when I would choose Him as well.
Nothing will be able to take from me what is mine,
for what is mine was given to me through You.

I am blessed — infinitely blessed —
but not by loves, riches, or purposes,
but by having Jesus Christ.

Jesus has chosen you too.
He is only waiting for the day when you will choose Him as well.

Your signs speak louder than a thousand trumpets.
Even in the silence of the night, among indecipherable whispers,
Your voice resounds in my spirit —
and in it there is certainty and clarity, even without a single word.

Holy Spirit, be praised!
Your intercession is constant, Your presence, decisive.
In the silent fire of Your love, my heart is warmed;
and in the heat of Your message, my chest is uplifted.

Glory to God, for from Him comes the love that blossoms in every prayer.

The time is near, it is very near. The times have arrived, and everything will be because of Him. Nothing is because of me. All honor, all glory, is in the name of Jesus. Even though He has chosen me, I am only here as I am, who I am, what I am, because He shaped me, transformed me, worked in me. There is nothing special in me that is not also in each one of us. I am here not because I am special, but because when Jesus extended His hand I said yes. When Jesus said, “follow me,” I said yes. When Jesus said, “let the Father’s will be done,” I said yes. My soul had said yes, and today I say yes again, and I seal the divine covenant. Everything will be for You, Jesus. The Father’s will will be my will.

Lord, do not allow the enemy to bring suffering upon the righteous.
Let Your divine justice be done, which forgives enemies but also has mercy on the righteous.
Transform the world into a stage of faith, where faith shows itself alive and active.
Where evil is exposed and miraculously revealed, where terrorist and cowardly acts by the forces of evil have no success at all.

For we are Your people and we ask with humility, from the depths of our hearts, for Your protection.
Do not allow terrorism to come upon the world.
Drive away fear, and those who incite terror, from those who have You in their hearts.

Do not allow any biological, chemical, military, physical, or spiritual weapon to be used against Your people, in accordance with justice toward those who practice good.

May no weapon formed against those who practice good prosper!
Prevent them from carrying out acts of terror.
Make their plans fail.
Protect us in the name, honor, and glory of divine justice.

For the Lord, my King, has revealed to us:

“Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled.”

Lord, I do not want evil for those who practice evil.
I only ask that You do not allow evil to touch the good.
Your justice does not fail, and I ask, in mercy, that no terrorist organization succeed in bringing terror and death to the lives of innocents in this world.

Your heart tells you everything you need to know.
Listen to it, just as I listen to mine. The mind may not know all the answers, but the innermost part of our soul — the heart — which connects directly to God, does not allow us to avoid facing the truth.

Listen to what it tells you, because it is the voice of God.
Only in it will you have peace, by respecting it and fulfilling the law.

I do not want to be seen, heard, or known by many — that was never my intention. But I want people to know who I am.

Not only what the world sees, but what I see. What is inside me, not what is external and that everyone sees.

I write so that, when the world knows who I am, they can truly know me.

I know the day will come, and I want them to know me for who I am, and not for what I am.

My identity is not the things I have achieved or done; my identity begins here, in my thoughts.

I do not speak to be heard, I speak so that I may be listened to.
I do not want to impose my truth on anyone, but I want it to be found by those whose hearts will be touched.

They did not listen to me. They did not want to listen to me.
So today, I speak to everyone, not just to a few.
Whoever wishes will listen with pleasure.
I will no longer waste time trying to speak to those who do not want to hear.
Even if no one seems to care, I speak.
I speak for those who want to listen.
Those who resonate with me will find me.

I want to love You very much, Jesus. I want to feel love for You.
Thank You for this opportunity. This will forever change the history of my soul.
And all because of You. Your mercy is immense.
I never want to abandon You, just as You never abandoned me.
Thank You, Lord, for transforming my life forever.
And forever I will be grateful for this moment, for this life.
I will not disappoint You. I will go to the end for You.
I give my life to You. I will follow You, not only here, but also through the millennia to come.
You are my friend, and I want to be Your friend as much as You are mine.
I love You, Lord. I realized that I love You.
Thank You for answering my request so quickly.

This world will still love You, Lord — not because they think You are a God, but because they will realize how much You loved us.
I am nothing, but Christ makes me everything.
Only a love like Yours fills the emptiness in our hearts.
A truly faithful, eternal love, that never abandons, that gives itself entirely in body and soul, even without expecting anything in return.
Now I understand, Lord, now I understand. Now I understand why You are the only way.
I want to be Your friend as much as You were mine.