I do not want to live in the illusion of believing in what is illusory, of trusting in what cannot be trusted. I want to place my heart in God, I want to trust in God, I want to follow God with all my heart. I want to put God first, I want to pray constantly, I want to follow His will for my life, I want to fulfill Your plan for me, I want to live in love—constant love—for God, for myself, and toward everyone. I want love to shape my actions, not fear.
I want to live in the present, without anticipating, without rushing, without waiting. I do not want to remain in expectation; I do not want to.
I want to live in the present with complete peace, in presence, focused on the now. I want to live in the peace of knowing that time is an illusion, that there is nothing to wait for.
Fragments of an awakened soul 