You will not become a perfect person the moment you place God as a priority in your life; you will still make mistakes and may still repeat feelings of hatred, fear, resentment, and hurt. But you will be on the right path, because, even if you make mistakes, you will continue walking toward God. You will come to understand and repent of what you have done, you will transform your conduct, your thoughts, your feelings, and, most importantly, you will continue placing God as the north on the compass of your life and will continue walking toward Him.
Fragments of an awakened soul 